Early September I started a new job and I was aware it takes some time to adjust to new colleagues and a new kind of job. But since I wasn’t working anything near full time I was very much also focussed on finding clients for Moves By Nature. Things were pretty hectic in my head. I wanted to be successful, like the people in the youtube videos or those popular bloggers or maybe even the people on tv. If they can be successful in their way I can surely be in mine. I found passion for something right?
So I’ll just do this job on the side and I will be that awesome park ranger in a little bit.
My mind filled with wanting and needing to. Jumping from one idea to the next, while at the same time starting a new job and get Moves By Nature going. I noticed that I was analyzing every step I took and every move I made. The mind was on a constant go and I couldn’t stop it anymore.
I talked to a very good friend of mine and together we concluded I really had to let go for a while. I quit working on Moves By Nature and I tried to focus more on living in the moment and just experiencing things instead of thinking about how I could use my activity of the day for something more than just relaxation.
Once I put it on hold I’ve been a lot more physically active while at the same time I’ve done a lot of something that can be categorized as nothing, like reading and watching tv. Now about a month and a half in on doing things I feel like and not what I think I should do, I can say my mind has calmed down a bit.
I think that I’m not fit for running a business on my own. I need someone to tackle the finding clients part of the job. I’m just to friendly and I don’t want to be a nuisance to anybody.
On the other side of things, I think I found this amazing job that I really enjoy. I get to use my skills in a very fun way and at the same time it creates an opportunity for me to grow. Every day is different, which suits me perfectly. I’m still not 100% sure about what to do with Moves By Nature, but for now I want to get back into the blogging and writing plainly for the reason I enjoy it and not what I could achieve with it.
For certain I’m not going to tear down the ideas I’ve had so far. But for now they’re on hold. If a good opportunity comes by I surely will consider it.
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